alright.. the new year is coming.. so i should start things anew? like, i'm now 16 and i should learn to control whats going on in my mind.. instead of it the other way round.. and i should start realising whats the cause of problems and change myself.. and i should start being less overbearing.. and i should learn that the world doesn't revolve around me.. and i should know that loving is letting the person you love NOT suffer.. and i should realise that love can't be forced.. and i should start being more hardworking in the new school year.. and i should start on my projects for the centre of excellence.. and that i'm so busy and all in 2007.. and that i wouldn't have time for distractions..

and that some things will never fade away with time..
and that some people will never leave your heart..
and that some memories may be all that you are left with of love..
but i still don't know what to do now..
or maybe i do.. yea i do..

and yea, "christmas makes you want to be with people you love"